@KatTimpf
how are you kattikake
you looked so sad that one rare live stream you briefly left up
you looked not quite like that in the first scene during the intro, perhaps just to look up consternation, not knowing whether Greg’s Inteo would be polite and kind or an irrelevant jab not even based in fact.
then you adopt a slightly more neutral tone of suspension of judgment without letting amy one internal emotion dictate your current anticipatory state, but allowing yourself to be totally neutral for the millisecond intervals while you merely sit and hear what he has to say
the moment after he completes the punchline and the idiom “still won’t eat it.” reveals its meaning in the figurative as opposed to literal since you have a slight eyebrow raise, and you can see the emotion of joy, comic relief, and fundamental levity begin to infuse your inner experience and radiate through throughout your somatic extension
then you adopt your typical friendly camera greeting as you relax once again into the familiar role, space, location, and people
I hope the above can be a small microcosm of your healing going forward