@KatTimpf Sincere congrats my kind friend. Extremly happy for you.

So sorry I've been so muted. Everything is completely fine. Just one of those times where suddenly it feels like 2020 again & my brain is signaling loss, anxiety & insane fight or flight. Again... for literally no reason. But body is exauhsted.

Also 5th anniversary of losing mom in a few days. Not huge on death anniversaries. I prefer better moments. But it is kicking my ass.

Please know, and ALLLL friends here know, I'm thinking of you. I just want to be a source of silliness, love & fun. Not gloomy crap everyone goes through. Also, I will NOT take SSRIs or handfuls of meds. Did that to survive mother & grandmother's care and their passing as I simply HAD to be present. Now I just turn on Bob Ross, chill with Cammy & get through a very human experience in a quiet place.

Saw you were in Irvine. Double sucks I've been so down. Refuse to show up & be all frumpy dumpy. But I'd love to have that ability to travel to shows or events back. Hell, haven't even been to a ball game. Soon. Feel these holidays will do a lot of rebuilding & bring back joy. Know everyone here gets it. Why I openly share.

💕💕💕💕 x 1000.